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Candy Crush is like a drug...be careful!
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People are really pissing me off lately
AlwaysAwesome replied to AlwaysAwesome's topic in Lounge (off-topic stuff)
GrumpyCat...it isn't just you! -
Feel like quitting my 'quitting' :/
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
you are right, grumpycat. It was my biggest reason for returning to the Adderall time after time. I could quit for a week or two, but the weight creep made me freak out and go to the doc, every time...until one year ago!!! Yay for being a quitter!!! -
Pool time...soon!
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Dosage of 3x daily and old routines
AlwaysAwesome replied to CreativeGuy's topic in General Discussion
So many benefits to quitting! -
Dosage of 3x daily and old routines
AlwaysAwesome replied to CreativeGuy's topic in General Discussion
Ick. I bet your lungs feel better now... -
Feel like quitting my 'quitting' :/
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
You can do this!!!! Don't give up. Please just give it a month, then see how you feel. It does get better, I promise! You are stronger than you think you are. -
Here is my story long term user dexamphetamine
AlwaysAwesome replied to ResilientCat's topic in Tell your story
Be ready with your coping strategies...weight gain is hard for all of us, but particularly difficult if you have a history of an eating disorder. You will gain weight, but don't beat yourself up. Once you recover a while and get some motivation back, it comes off. You can do this! I am impressed at your ability to taper, and can't wait to see your "I QUIT today" post.- 13 replies
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Feel like quitting my 'quitting' :/
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
I ate for the first time in years...and I ate a lot. The only thing I wanted to do was sleep and eat. You can do this! Don't quit! You have to get okay with the idea that you are going to gain weight. When you have had the metabolism of a humming bird for so long, it is hard to get used to being a slug. No matter what you do, you can't help but gain the weight. It will happen sooner or later, because the drug doesn't work forever. I had already started to gain while on the meds. I was facing upping my dose or quitting. I chose to quit. Best decision ever! -
My Journey -- Updated - Almost 3 months sober!
AlwaysAwesome replied to CatsAreBetterThanDrugs's topic in General Discussion
I am SO PROUD OF YOU!!! That is a huge milestone, it really is. I can't get over how awesome this post is... -
The day I posted my story on this site, I also posted it on Facebook. I told everyone, all at once. The support was great and it felt good to stop hiding. Now they all understood why I was a wonder woman who could constantly eat pints of icecream and never get fat. I was determined to not go back...so I burned the Adderall bridge. I recently saw my old boss at a funeral service, and I could not bring myself to talk to her. I am still not sure if I was the reason she was so horrible to me. I can't really make sense of how she treated me and the things which were said can't be unsaid. I think that relationship is beyond repair. I agree with Survived...
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I just dumped my adderall down the toilet.
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
My job is kind of a cake walk, so...I am fortunate. I tried to get other jobs, because I thought I needed some extra motivation. I am glad none of them worked out, because this job is just what I need at this time in my life. -
One year came and went...too busy living to notice.
AlwaysAwesome replied to AlwaysAwesome's topic in Tell your story
Squeeee! This is such a huge accomplishment. I think it feels better than when I graduated from college, both times! It sure seems like it was more difficult. -
Happy again...without Adderall? yes.
AlwaysAwesome replied to AlwaysAwesome's topic in Tell your story
Yes, true story. That is what my husband just said. LOL, he and the kids are more laid back now that I am more laid back. It is nice... -
I saw it twice this weekend. How was the IMAX version? I thought about trying the 3D. Now that my son has contacts, he can wear the 3D glasses. So, we may try it again. He hated 3D with his glasses.
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I just dumped my adderall down the toilet.
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
LOL, my husband would not take my prescription in for me. I had just told him that I was quitting, so he wouldn't do it. I think if the script had been in the house, I would have taken it. I was weak that way... -
I like this idea. I wonder if it would help my daughter with her anxiety?
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Jurassic World!!! I had some concerns going in, but I really enjoyed it.
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Happy again...without Adderall? yes.
AlwaysAwesome replied to AlwaysAwesome's topic in Tell your story
It feels really good to read this after one year clean! I do not miss that way of life, at all. -
L-Tyrosine has helped me, along with fish oil, magnesium, probiotics, and LOTS of caffeine.
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I just dumped my adderall down the toilet.
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
I love the clarity! I remember just sitting outside and feeling the sun on my face. How long since I had just relaxed in the sun and enjoyed the day? Better times are ahead of you, guaranteed! -
Will quitting adderall help my alcohol issues?
AlwaysAwesome replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General Discussion
I drank a lot on Adderall, because I could not sleep at night. I rarely drink now, but I have struggled with my carbohydrate addiction since quitting...