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I have the same problem wake up 2 or 3 am. A good night sleep is very important for recovery. You said you are going to the doctor on Monday Your doctor will of course give you some more chemicals to get you to sleep probably give you some like bensos drugs or a sleeping pill the problem with drugs you know they can be addicting you have an addicting personality jest like most of us on this sit So ask your self the big question can I take sleeping meds responsibly and temporary .I have some options for you try not to take a nap during the day I know its easier said then don sometimes we get so frikin tierd that we need that cat nap during the day I now myself i can not function without a nap. Next option is some natural remedies supplements a caba stimulator supplements . The GABA receptors are a class of receptors that respond to the neurotransmitter gamma-aminobutyric acid (GABA), the chief inhibitory neurotransmitter in the brain. Sorry I have no fuckin idea what I jest explained I jest No it relaxes you.. I like hole foods they have a money back 30 guarantee on there products if it don’t work for you they will refund your money back no questions asked . What I personally do for my self I drink a combination of teas cammamel tea and kava kava tea these are booth have a mild sedatives effect . It makes you relax and it is not habit forming . I mix one bag of cammamel and one bag of kava tea together in a cup microwave for 2 minuets then let it steep by covering the cup with a plate four 10 minutes skwese out the good juices out from the tea bags. This will help you sleep trust me it works If you get up at 2 am make another cup of tea and your body will relax so you can go back to sleeping. NO TV you can listen to some quieting soft music. THE FALCON THE FALCON

molly1234 HI welcome to our little club you found the Wright web sit it’s the best one out there .I cannot give you advice on how to get off Dexedrine I am not familiar with this drug I know with adderal you can get off by cold turkey ther is no health risks jest some really bad shitty withdraw symptoms. Some drugs you need to taper off in order to prevent seejers .So my advice to you is do a little more research on the computer on how to quit methods from Dexedrine. I sure do not want to give you the wrong information and jeopardize your health another option is talk to your doctor and ask there advice on how to quit using this drug or maybe some of our members have some experience with Dexedrine and they can give you some more direction. Our members are her to support you in your recovery that’s for sure keep reading your post dally maybe one of our members can answer your question better then I can your new friend and dont be sarry we are her to help each ather FALCON

CassieHI there I am somewhat a newbie on this forum and Cassie I don’t know your history. I know one thing everyone is so frikin paranoid into filling out the profile page with a little more detail its like I’m corresponding with a ghost most of the time. People please a little more information about your self’s it makes a deferent’s the only thing I Know about you Cassie is that you are a female I am sensing a little sarcasm coming from you am I right or am I jest reading you wrong. Every one has there own circumstances of how they will react to withdral depends on how much adderall they are taking and for how long they where on the shit these factors determine on how bad the person will react to there withdraw presses.It is only logical that NOSLEEP will have a difficult time with her withdraw jest by reading her post she had a loud cry out for some help and her history of using adderall is a hight useg 120 mlag. + is a lot of shit to be on . This is very high dos to be on two times the amount that is recommended by the manufacture of the shit adderall the recommend highest dos is no more then 60 milg per day. So I am assuming the worst cases for NOSLEEP logic tells me she will have a very difficult crash landing and she will not be able to hid her emotions and the depression associated with the withdraw presses from her parents. She will need the support of her parents if she plans on withdrawing at her parents home. Jest like when you are a child with a bad cases of the flu and you are in bed for 3 4 5 days incapacitated your parents took chair of you did thay not the same thing applies her family is family for life . FALCON

nosleep_ox Ha baby you got to be fuckin confused by now. Every one is telling you a deferent story on how to deal with your parents .Well we got one thing out of the way you disided that you will start your withdraw on your winter bracke well that’s a great idea at least you no what to look forward to when you get home . Let me give you the prospective of a parent. I have 2 kids 20 and 24 when they went away to college. I had a conversation with them I new this was the beginning of there independents so it was my duty as a father to have this talk with my kids .This is basically what I said you are now independent and the decisions you make from now on will be your own responsibility to to deal with you are out in the real world now .Butt if you ever get yourself into any kind of trouble you can count on me to Talk about strait up I will not judge you we will work it out as a family and see what our options are. I wanted to let them know they can come to me any time in there life with any problem they have. My point is do not hide anything from mom and dad they can read you like a novel honesty will never get you into trouble butt hiding something will always catch up with you in the long run. Then you are in the possession of not being trusted. So honesty is the best policy.You are not taking street drugs like heroin or metinfadamens cocaine you are on a prescription medication prescribed by a doctor everyone makes mistakes butt confesting to your mistakes gives you your character. THE FALCON

nosleep_ox Haa there girlfriend you are making the right choice winter brake would be the best time to quit adderall . Cassie and sky have a good point if you live with your parents you have no choices in the matter butt to confess to them what is really going on in your life. They will know something is wrong with you if you try to get clean on your own in secret at your parents house . I think you will get the support you need from them no parent likes to see there kid in pain they will help you get thru this jest be completely honest with them they may even suggest a detoxifying center for you. 95 % of the effort needs to be your will power to stop taking adderall no one can do it for you except yourself and your will to quit. It will not be easy for you first stage is a bitch. A little history on my story I was on 90 milg a day for 6 years. I was on xanax for 20 years 8 milg a day on top of it I was drinking on weekends. Aderall and alcohol I went cold turkey with. Xanex is not a drug you can jest stop you need to step down it took me 10 mouths to get off xanex if you get off to fast you can literally die. Any how girlfriend I been clean of all chemicals except for cigarettes for 38 days. So if this old man can do it I know you can do it also don’t worry you will feel like your dieing but you won’t it will jest be the paranoia kicking you in the ass its normal when you are at a high dos like you are. Our members are her for you post anytime you need a lift God bless your friend . THE FALCON

You go Girl Ha Ashely Iv Ben clinically depressed sins about the age of 17 maybe even before it’s a bitch I now Iv Ben on maybe 20 deferent antidepressants thru out the years it seems like they help for a wile butt then the antidepressants stop working on me this is call drug resistant depression . There is nothing I can do butt learn some coping techniques jest so I don’t go crazy .It goes for you to you are on wellbutrin it is a good drug and its probably helping you maybe Not 100% butt there is no drug that will give you 100% wellbeing this is where your coping skills come into play. Hang in there your not alone. FALCON

nosleep_ox Hay baby you have good heart I can tell Wright now you are in pain I can feel your pain thru your wreighting you do not need to tell your parents anything Wright now you can tell them after you get clean if you like. You know you need to get clean like ASAP before you end up in the hospital then foreshore your parents will find out about your adderall addiction do not be shammed of yourself it takes great character to admit you are a addicted. I think you may of scared your boyfriend away from you not you butt the fucken evil drug it changes your personality and makes you paranoid. don’t worry about love Wright now you will find another lover when you don’t expect it be patent Wright now we need to get you clean baby this is your top priority Wright now it’s a mater of loosing your soul because this is what is happening to you now. How to start I am a believer of the cold turkey ther are no health resks you jest feel like shit. I don’t think you have the control to wean your self off weaning off will take about 4 to 6 mouths of tapering down cold turkey will take 7 to 10 days you need to flush the site down the toilet and not use at all this method I call crash landing it takes about 7 to 10 days. It took me 12 days in hell to crash land you need to plan your withdrew out. I do not suggests you work or go to school because you will fell like Hell and any one around you will notice something is going on .So her is what you need to do baby girl you will need the support of a close friend a strait friend not involved in addiction issues stay home if you live alone or stay at a place where you can crash land like a friends maybe even the friend whom will be your support for the next week or so you will need some attention like soup camameal tea lots of it cammamel tea it has a calming effect it is a very mild. So drink one class every hour it will take the edge off the anxiety jest have your friend be with you for support and to make tea for you do nothing at all only what your body tells you to do and I don’t mean addeall. Sleep as long as you want stay in bed if you like you will be in no shape to do much it will take 7 to 10 days this is the first stage and the hardest stage their are two more stages butt thay are not as physical as crashing more of a mental challenge you will do it baby jest get your mind set and your ducks in a row you can do it find the Wright time give your dad a white lie like your going on a trip to visit a friend out of town for a week he dos not need to know at this point you can tell him when you are clean he will be proud of you and respect you don’t worry, I’m a old school guy I have two kids 20 and 24 If you like to talk off line in privet please do so go to profile page and leave a message it dos not go public it’s a privet message. FALCON

STARTINGOVER Great news sounds like you got your head strait you are heading in the wright direction keep it up please don’t let your guard down jest yet. You need to crash land 7 to 10 days it took me 12 days best of luck my brother Great story about the bird I like it THE FALCON

Bd don’t get so hyped up. Wright how it is only day one for you from what I understand and from my experience is the adderall is still in your system you will need to grin and bar it for the next 7 to 10 days this is when the real withdraw comes Knocking at your door and fucking with your soul .Jest hang in there it will not be a cake walk. Myself I was incapacitated for about 12 days. Please do not submit to the chronic fatigue you will most likely have please do not take adderall to subside the symptoms you will most likely have do it for your self free yourself from the adderal you will find your thru self after you finish your crash landing stage. We all go thru it don’t be paranoid you will not die you will jest be miserable as hell god be with you your friend FALCON Sorry for telling it the way it is good luck

Starting over Hay there brother IM a little older than most of our members so I can offer you only my experience in life. Your story hits home with me I don’t want to go into my history wright now because this is for you. Jest a little summery of me I have done all the shit you have ten times over I am 55 and jest got clean 37 days ago that’s wright bro that’s a lot of years under my belt being fucked up big time bro .Your decision to quit Adderall is grate you can do it if you put your mind into it and be vigilant about quitting .Her is the problem I am reading into you have an addictive personality like my self .You need to make a 360 you are addicted to everything that makes you feel good all substances + your gaming it is my intuition that you partake in some form of gambling via computer maybe like poker. Well my point is you need to concur not only Adderall addiction butt concur your other addictions as well. I will tell you why bro if you quit Adderall completely you will start to compensate upping your other addictions that you have. This will probably happen believe me bro IV ben there don that. I know it’s an old clesay butt it’s thru. I can fart off some stories that will make you look like am altar boy. Quitting Adderall is a start you must also battle your other demands sooner or later or they will play catch up with your soul they fucked me up. Is far as your first love I know how it goes my brother I fell in love at 17 went out with my first love for 2 years she went off to college and I went off to the school of hard knocks she gave me the good old good by story in some kind way of saying she will need to move on now because she is starting a new chapter in her life .I really loved this baby and wanted to get married to here At this point I started using shit to self-medicate my feelings so my broken heart. I am praying for this not to happen to you over your first love bro you do have a difficult road in front of your path butt if your will is strong you will beet all your addictions not jest one of them I hope my point is took I’m not a great wrighter like yourself your story is well told and easily under stood God give you the courage to get clean from your addictions our members are always her for you. And you can count on us to talk to us about anything you like we will support you in any way we can to God bless and good like in your quest for freedom. THE FALCON Asong for you old school my brotherlisten to the words tommarow is tusday Day one for freedom

B D I see you are still struggling with addeall lets try to put your problem into prospective .You are having physical symptoms this is something you can not hid its not in your head they are reel symptoms and its not a hypochondriac issue this is a reel symptom. How many times will you talk to god and say. I mean when your in pain and your hart is pounding what comes out of your mouth O GOD jest get me thru this one more night I promise you I will not use adderal again. BD how many times have you spoken to COD before asking him or her to get you thru another night of heart palpitations am I Wright about this . About your parents how would you like it if they got a call from the ER the nurse speaking your Child is in our hospital with a heart issues. Man would that be a trip for you then you will have no choice in the madder Butt to confess about your adderal us . BD you are her at our forum for a reason you want some help to get off the shit. Your parents Love you and would do anything to help you butt you need to remind your self something you are still dependent on there support you are not 100% on your own yet SO I am thinking tell them the problem you are dealing with if you want to continue to use adderall. Or stop take the shit and you can keep your little secret to your self no harm don and no hurt feelings is this how you what them to find out about your adderall usage from the ER room. So listen UP here young blood your body is giving you a warning sign Its telling you stop giving me adderall I am hurting in her so listen to your body speaking to you before it shots down and your parents get the Call from the ER. YES You can learn to live your life without it adder all 90% of the members on this sit are doing it. No its not going to be easy it is a hard journey for recovery and you do need to retrain your body how to live clean. BD I hope you make the Wright decision we are all here for you We are all in the same journey. Song for my friend

Hay my friends I think this a good topic people shun depression because thy don’t understand it seems like there is a link between adderal use and depression. I do not hide my depression under the covers I speak up and bring it out into the open people still judge you because of their ignorant regarding the subject .Let’s keep this forum going I think we all can help one another suffering from depression. Any now it’s a new day in paradise got home at 2 am it was Halloween night at the club most people where in costume .No my brothers and sisters I did not drink alcohol I was strait as an arrow this is unusual for me because I usually get fucked up on Adderall Xanax and boos .Like I said I’m on the wagon it felt good going out and staying strait I had some good time shutting the shit with the homeys it’s a whole new seen for me now the band was ouwsome they brought my spirits up. This morning I am feeling a little more hopeful than last night my good friend depression is still here with me. Thank you jennablu and sky for your support

Depression Hurts yes my friends like the commercial you all probably herd it on TV depression hurts . I have no urge to use adderall any longer My problem now is a overwhelming frikin deep depression I am so tierd got up this morning 8 am drank 4, 8 oz off frikin coffee it did not do shit for me I was still tierd and lethargic after one Hour of drinking my coffee it finally kicked in way over stimulated. My face got numb I was having an OD on caffeine my hands where sacking. I’m in extreme mental pain and all my frikin mussels hurt taking 8 Advil a day and I’m still in pain big time Pain. HELP HELP Im FUCKED UP I have bin on antidepressants all my life got of all chemicals 34 days ago I need to see my thru feelings not artificially inducts feelings. I may need to be on some form of antidepressants butt I will not take any type of chemicals right now. I’m hurting big time nothing you can do for me my friends I need to get thru this shit on my Owen. Maybe time will heel me I don’t Know maybe this is my destiny so bring it on I will fight this friken shit Intel it wins or I defeat the bastered. Owe yes my friends I also have big time anger I find my self curssing at the firkin TV jest angry at every thing butt I do not take it out on anyone I’m to respectful toured other peoples feelings mostly Im mad at my self .Its Saturday night need to go out and listen to some Chicago blues the great music gives me a little relief and I can not stay in the hous boat anymore or I will lose my mind. So off I go I do need some Jake denials butt dont worry I am on the wagon as must of you Know at least I can control not having to drink butt I can not control this frikin depression and the pain. I jest need a little relief . Share your own depression storys her misserry loves compony. Song of the day Old love by eric clapton Thank you all my new friends THE FALCON

Corey Hay brother what the hell are you thinking about you want to get a new script. Do you remember how shity you where feeling when you where on the junk listen to our sister ashley see tells it strait up you will be depressed for some time it will pass if it don’t pass in two mounts or so then you may need a antidepressant drug butt please NO NO NO NO don’t use the shit adderall. You will hate your self if you go back. Do you want to be a zombie again or a little depressed for a wile. Don’t let us down my brother better yet don let your self down it will pass trust experience members like ashley. A song for you NEVER GOING BACK AGAIN by FLEETWOOD MAC On RUMOURS Your friend FALCON Bee strong stronger then the erg time will heel you.

SKY you sound fantastic very up beet and full of life you go brother. I can even understand what the fuck your Writhing about great job. You do get very hungry after quitting adderall. I also have a hard time getting to sleep get some cammamel tea and kava kava tea one bag each in a cop microwave 2 minutes put a plate on top of the cup to keep the steam in let it sit 10miuts squeeze out all that good juices from the tea bags you will sleep like you jest got layed these teas have a very coming affect they have a mild sedative effect and will calm your ass down. Keep it up you make me proud of your progress.Song for you. SUN IS SHINING by BOB MARLEY Your friend FALCAN http://youtu.be/957ndoskq9M

AnxiousSteve Hang in brother I still have a full bottle of adderall on my dresser. I personally hit bottom with no way out. I know exactly how your feeling right now well tomorrow you have decided to quit adderall man best of luck to you my advice to you is read the horror stories on this site it will get you thru your crash landing the web site helped me tremendously. I could not do it without the support of our members. Depression is all part of the us of adderall you may not Have depression at all wait and see how you feel in a few mounts less chemicals you have in your system now the more you will learn what your body needs. You have not wasted your life you are still a young man I assume. I’m 55 and jest got clean 31days for me today I dont consider my life a waste its now the new beginning for me . Our members are their for you stay strong don’t forget you already made your mind up to get clean no turning back brother. Do your crash you will feel some relief in 7 to 10 days Your new friend FALCON song for you old school classic rock OLD LOVE by ERIC CLAPTON on UNPLUGED

Sky You sound much better then the other night you are wrighting more clearly and you are making sense . Keep up the good work my brother its about 5 or 6 days for you your almost don crashing hang in the bro. I’m proud of your progress your friend FALCON Song for you old school rock SWEAT JANE by LOU REED on TRANSFORM

quit-once Great rebuttal I like the way you put it its good to hear from you my old friend peice. FALCON

Evie25 Evie Baby give me some of that money you spent on the self help books . Man there’s a dime a dozen out there everyone has the magic bullet to total wellbeing. I’m not even close to 5 or 6 mounts so I really cant say how I will feel at that point .What I can say is buy my book its 99 cents And I will give you 2 cents worth of wisdom jest a joke baby I’m not series .Now let me get a little more series now A little conmen scents goes a long way. Cassie made some good sense Exercise and diet fruit and vegetables will give you all the energy you need breakfast and lunch and have one good meal a day for dinner . Our great mother Earth provides us with every thing we need to sustain life her one earth we have natural medication and in the forests we have vegetation like fruits and vegetables .You will be so amassed if you drink a fruit and vegetable shake from a blender 2 times a day how much energy you will have natural energy I can tell you this from my experience you will be a little hungry the first 2 or 3 days butt then you will feel that kick of energy come in like a frikin race hours at the stretch . Try my formula for one week it’s a guarantee . As far as exercising boy I hate that word it makes me tierd jest saying exercise butt it’s a fact baby exercise does kick in thus natural endorphins and makes you fell great after you stop. I hike in the forest preserves trails 3 miles a day at least I us to I will start again like ASAP. Your exercise dos not need to be strenuous you are not going for a gold metal something mild even walking 30 minuet’s a day at a contrivable pace jest to get your pulse rate up a little and get the blood circulating throughout your body look at it this way if your car sits in a parking lot for a month without starting the engine up the fuel gets stagnant and it will take that engine 10 minutes to worm up and get the fresh fuel up into the carburetor get my point the body works the same way our blood is our fuel and it must be fresh and clean to do its job. You see now if only had 99 cents for a little paragraph like this one. I would be in good shape finically and I would buy a plain ticket for all our members to fly to Chicago and I would buy every one a fruit and veggie smooth.

Chelle Hi sister its good to here your huby is supportive. If you wan to eat your bed don’t forget to put some ketchup on the mattress every thing taste better with ketchup HA HA jest kidding with you. Well let me get to the point day #3 for you that’s great that’s 3 days behind you it will be a bitch for the next 7 days after that it starts to get easer. Trust me Iv jest recently went true it my self I call it two weeks in hell .Eat what ever you want right now sleep when ever you can right now its all about you for a change. The most important thing now is your crash landing its going to hert baby no two ways about it no way around it you will fell like shit ten times over you will be very tierd possible chronic fatigue you will have mussel pains all over your body head aces and whatever you can think of when your after crashing you will start to feel some relief in about 7 more days stay stong remember its for you and your faimialy drink coffee it will help a little to much coffee or other types of stimulants my give you a zombie feeling because of over stimulating. That’s only my experience hoping it will be a soft crash landing for you don’t worry so much about eating everything in site if it makes you feel good go for it jest DO NOT GO FOR THE ADDERALL 7 more days you will think much clearly trust me. You will deal with your wait issue when you get a little more natural energy back. You know you will need to do some exercise to get your dopamine up and running on its own without adderall at that time you can work on lousing some pounds. Yours truly THE FALCAN 30 days clean today HURA. Second song of the day ZAMBIE ZOO by TOM PETTY.

Hello all my new quitting adderall friends I have a little question for our members why don’t people us the profile page a little more efficiently. What are you all so paranoid tell us a little about your self in about me. Give your age give your gender a short history about your self .You don’t need to post a photo of your self if its not comfortable. USE an allies name if you like no one will Know whom you are don’t be paranoid . I jest fell like it’s a better for communicating knowing a little something about the person whom your corresponding with I’m hoping some other members feel the same way I do. Thank you all for your posts thay are very helpful in my recovery. Yours truly SY aka FALCON

ashley6 Hay Ashley its great to heir from you 6 ½ mounts for you wow supper good work. Today is my 30 days without adderall.I’m getting a little better I can see a glimmer of light thank you for your support. And your wisdom you have my respect FALCON. Song of the day old school rock STARSHIP TROOPER by YES..

jennablu Hay sister I’m glad to here you are doing better suicidal thinking is not a good sing its good that it past if these crazy thoughts come back to you come back on line we will talk you down off the ledge. Like I said we are all her for each others support is a very strong tool. Depression is part of adderall withdrawal.Time will hell yo dont go back to the junk you will only get angery at your self as you prabubly know by now after attemting to quit several times before. Your new friend FALCON Song of the day old school classic rock STARSHIP TROOPER by YES;;

jennablu You will read again give us a little more information we will give you the support you are asking for there are a lot of X users on this web site with real answers to your question . How much are you or where you thanking and how many milligrams per day where you on if you quit adderall how long has it Ben sins you stopped taking this drug. FALCON 30 days cllean today

Chelle Give us some information about your situation I am thinking about you. I don’t want to see you crash and burn let us know your dissection on the direction your taking cold turkey or step down. I still say WOW what a schedule you have we are all in your corner and you have our support LOVE THE FALCON DAY 30 clean