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Yoo bearman I have read your story from start to finish hey my brother what the fuck are you thinking .Wey the hell are you even playing around with the devil man look back did you forget the fucken pain stimulants inflected on you is your memory so forgetful you are a lucky young man and your parents are lucky all so that they haven’t barred you so far can you not see you have Ben blest my brother blest with another chance of living you are a addict even worse you are a junkie you where knocking on havens door you stopped breathing did you forget don’t be a stupid kid lay off the junk you know very well when you start up using junk it will jest escalate you cant control the erg to use you’re a junky stay off the shit you fool count your blessings bro. I was so proud of your story in successes in tell your last post on the site. Where are you getting the shit from a stupid ass doctor or on the street STOP IT NOW. You said you love life well live it clean so you don’t die from your own hands . Sorry for being so blunt It jest pisses me off to her that you are starting up again why did you even post that your using speed again jest for studying bull shit bro. You are on this web site because you are in trouble again am I right be honest with us you know we will support you Like our members supported you back in June. Kid Iv Ben around the block and in the hood. I also can read people very well so no bull shit be strait up with us bro do you need help we will try to help you with our support. All do respect brother please don’t have any hard feelings . THE FALCON

Hey Ashley thank you for asking. I got some good days lately there are more bad days then good days. I hope this is not as good as it gets I am jest praying for a little happiness. I am so tierd of depression its Ben my friend for way to long it’s a friend I don’t want in my life any more you know what I mean .I had a conversation with a lady friend last night we were talking about what is happiness. I tolled her I don’t know if I ever new real happiness she shed shier you have. Have you ever look up into the sky on a nice day I mean really looked and notes the great sky and the clouds you will feel what happiness is for 10 seconds or so that is what happiness feels like I said O yes I have had that feeling before but it’s a very brief and euphoric feeling .So the point is happiness is out there for us to harness I guess its something we need to cultivate its all within our own spirit she opened my eyes up and got me thinking how I can find my own happiness. I got it must be cultivated with in your spirit. Thank you for caring it makes things a little easier to deal with shit. I hope things are well for you Your friend falcon

MoseMosley Hay dud you’re a crazy and wild guy. You don’t make much sense to me maybe my pee brain is fried chicken from the adderall find the move review web site. Dud get a life why are you copying my post Yes I was born but I was not burn yesterday back OFF please . Go away little boy.

MoseMosley Hay dud you’re a crazy and wild guy. You don’t make much sense to me maybe my pee brain is fried chicken from the adderall find the move review web site.

Hey baby you have a hard decision to make it’s a hard call to make 1 day clean is really not a withdraw yet the drug is still in your system adder all. Stays in your body for about 48 hours this is when the real withdraw kicks in .So I must say as much as I would like to discourage you from going I will say go for it take the shit only when you really need it when your on vacation Go and have a great time with your boyfriend and your possible new family Butt when you get back to NY make your mind up to get off the shit maybe crismis brake or new years eve . Set a goal for your withdraw .Best wishes on your vacation you have my blessing for now butt I will be on your ass when you get back Your friend FALCON Another great song for you http://youtu.be/7FdWPeHFAMk

Hi lucky don’t even go there girlfriend 8 days is a big accomplishment you may not think so at the monument butt you are doing fantastic all your symptoms are normal that your going thru tierd hungry depression all part off the withdraw processes .Please don’t waste the 8 hared ernd days you invested in quitting adderall. You will kick your self in the ass if you start using again the two last post gave you some good advice cassie and guitonce are advents members they have bin thru the presses longer then I have. I am 61 days clean myself its not a long time I know . The hardest part for me is the depression and mescal aces I know what your feeling all I can tell you don’t give in you are jest about over the hump with the major part of the withdraw presses 7 to 10 days trust me every day will get better for you . Your mom means will see is jest trying to help in her own way I hate when people tell you jest snap out of your depression essayer said then don right. I have suffered from legitimate depression all my adult life lucky you may need to be on a antidepressant on a temporary basses if your depression worsens or if its disrupting your ability to function . Get strong girlfriend you are almost at home bass. Your friend FALCON

Workingthroughit There are no health effects going cold turkey you are not on a very high does read some post on the web site you will be amazed on the amount of adderall people where taking and they went off the shit cold turkey so I see no reason why you cant do it. Yes you are addicted after 6years of using adderall it has become your friend .I now the feeling you get when you feel like your life will be shortened by the use of this soul sucking drug .You need to make your mind up one day soon to go cold turkey you will feel like shit for 5 to 7 days you will be tierd and sleep a lot and be hungry butt luckily no Ill effects will happen to you from not taking adder all you jest feel shity. I was a heavy user and long time addict 90 milligrams a day for a long time if I can do it I know at 20 xr a day you should have no problem getting off the shit. I am 60 days clean now and I still have about 60 pills on my night stand I hit rock bottom and had no choice butt to quit adderall xanax and alcahol . So my brother don’t hit bottom like I did get clean before adderall rubs your soul the longer you are on the shit your tolerance level goes up and you will need more of the drug to get you thru your day maybe you are experiencing this effect now anyhow good luck we are here for you if you need the support your friend FALCON Keep use posted

GDTRFB Hay there sister yes sounds like you are in the zombie land of the adderall addiction .Well let me start by saying one good thing is that you admit that there is a problem with addiction and I am also reading that your boy friend is there to support you I can tell he’s a good man he took off of work to be home with you when you needed him. I think that’s a great thing to do for someone it sounds like love to me it shows that he cares for you .Today is your first day without the drug now is the time to go thru your cold turkey you must make your mind up today not to use adderall anymore please make a permanent decision now today. You got one day behind you already. It sounds like adderall is on its way to screwing your life around big time this drug is no good it’s the devil it will rub your soul its jest a mater of time it happens to all of us sooner or later. After your 5th day of the withdraw your symptoms will subside you will have some relief I call it over the hump my hump day was about day 10 into withdral. I basically rolled up in a ball and stayed home slept and eat and drank lots of tea I was a heavy user and a long term user maybe it wont be so bad for you. You will need to tell your boyfriend what is going on and that you have given up adderall give him the heads up that you will probably be a bitch for a week. You may also turn your boyfriend onto this website so he will know and understand what you are going thru. I don’t know how easy it will be for you because your boyfriend uses adderall and has it in the house he may be a enabler for you and give you some when you ask for it that is the only thing witch concerns me. Your will most be strong in not useing anymore. It is so easy to give in especially when you start to feel better and everything is going well in your life the drug calls out for you .You must not give in to temptation Real recovery takes about one year thats wat I’m understanding it’s a three part presses according to our experience members. I’m being tested every day I will no longer let adderall make a zombie out of me no way. Best luck to you girl friend your support is here on this web site Your new friend FALCON A song jest for you

rka3921 Hello friend every one has there natural abilities don’t compare your self with anther peoples accomplishments or there expectations for your success. You are ho you are jest do the best you can out in the work force don’t try to keep up with the joneses it will only destroy your soul .Do your best that you can that’s all that’s expected of you it’s the only thing you can control the rest is how your weird and your capacity to achieve without the use of a stimulant yes its scary to quit speed the speed has bin your friend for so many years its like part of you by now we all understand this the longer you are on this drug the less effect it will have for you. Your probably feeling the negative effects of long term usage by now or you would not found this web site you are searching out for some answers well its your lucky day because if your really ready to quit using vyvanse you came to the right place we can be your support if you need us our advanced members have bin there don that so you are in good company .Your mind needs to be set in the quitting mode look at you today you are full of anxiety waiting for the post man to deliver your drugs is this how you want to live . You need to wait for a little brake from work maybe a long weekend will do so you can crash and withdraw if your ready for it there are so many great articles on the web site and a lot of good people with some good experience in quitting addiction to speed. Your friend FALCON

startingover Hey baby you are in deep shit why do you want to make a game out of quitting adderall you will not win the game the drug will beet you like its doing right now you can try to cut down your dose it will most likely not work for you .I can read into your righting you are in trouble .The adderall has got your soul your not a druggy. You where prescribed adderall from a doctor it is a very addictive drug and like with any drug you begin to have a tolerance issue even on aspirin .I was under the summation you where going home for winter brake and go cold turkey at your parents home is this not what you have decided to do or am I misunderstanding you .Listen up girlfriend stick whit your plan do the best you can at school right now use the shit only for your classes and for studding and jest sleep when your not doing schoolwork .You will not beet adderall with playing a game with it. Adderall is stronger then you and us it will win the play every time so keep to your plain of gutting during your winter brake you need to tell your parents strait up what is going un with you they are not stupid they can read you like a novel and they already know something is going wrong with you from your phone conversations with them. So be strait up with your parents you will get there support trust me I am a parent .You will have a very hared time your first two weeks crashing is a real bitch its not a game its your life your playing with you cant play with this drug its got your soul you must leave this drug behind you that’s how your going to win in the long run so get your mind set its like getting into a really cold pool you jest need to jump in and get use to the water it’s a shock to you at first butt do you not get use to the cold water once you jump into it yes your body adjusts to the cold tempter of the cold water’s. If you what to play your game with adderall play it on your winter brake when you can detoxify and do your withdraw at the comforts of your home. Sorry for being hard on you butt you needed to hear it strait up not sugar coded. Your friend FALCON

Hello again your personality will return when will it return is the 6 million $ question your not going to wake up tomorrow morning and say hello perennially there you are where have you bin . It took you a wile to get to the place your in and it will take you some time to get your personality back. It comes back at a slow pace its not a instantaneous processes . You will look back in the near future and notes a change a slight change but it will be a change regardless its like planting a seed in the soil the roots grow slowly that’s where your at now so jest be a little patient it will come back to you. As far as being antisocial a little story for you It was Saturday night I was going down town to the blues club like I do most Saturday night about 2 miles from my home I turned my car around and went back home why you ask because I was feeling shity no energy. I wouldn’t be good company to be around. My way of thinking is tomorrow would be a new day and maybe I would be in a better mood well tomorrow is her and I still feel like shit any ways there will be a new day coming around and hopefully it will be a brighter day do you get my point hang in there and be patient everything will come back to you in good time . Your friend FALCON.

Hi there welcome to quitting addarall. Its day 48 for me being off the shit. You found this web site not by accident it was your destiny to find us. This web sit gave me the will to quit adderall and other substances. It will help you tremendously you will get all the support you need Wright here no need to go else where trust me . You are doing great for being 4 weeks clean Please do not give into the temptation when the drug calls you out and it will as you are probably experiencing now .You are Wright on schedule with your symptoms you have gone thru your crash landing jest fin its a great sign of your will power. I have no doubt you will make it . Your being tierd is completely normal for the stage you are in now you will probably get some natural energy back at your 3 month point it’s a little deferent for every one. I have not got my energy back yet so we are in the same ball park .Our more advanced members can give you better advice then I can they have bin clean for longer then Iv have I personally am combating my fatigue with supplements you will find all the information you need on these web site. Any how my point being is you have invested 4 weeks of being clean so for god sakes DO NOT go back to the shit it will be like loosing your investment you will kick your self in the ass. Any how keep up the good work look forward. The small light you see now will get brighter and brighter every day only time will heal you completely so have patients and don’t give up the great will power you have establish. Your new friend THE FALCON A song for a new friend http://youtu.be/5reHb3MAL0A

Chelle Hay there I read your post on depression hurts thank you for the kind words you have heart. I can tell by your wrighting . The song is a good pick great old school group. Don’t beet up on yourself you are not ready to guit right now you will know when the time is Wright for you when the adderall is disrupting your life styl and you are in the zombie land. I don’t know if you are using or abusing there is a deferent’s .Some people need the aderall for real and some people like myself are addicts to everything. It is normal to bee addictive to aderall it is the nature of the drug when your on it long enough your body naturally depends on the drug. You will quit when your time comes . Is fare as your 10 extra pounds is concerned dont worry about it Beauty is in the heart, A loving women and a compassionate women has more beauty soul then a women whom is a narcissist .Iv been divorced’ for 6 years now and don my share of dating. Iv Ben with some very great looking wemen witch have no heart everything is only about them I call them ME ME ME MES wemen. Everything is about them. Then Iv bin with wemen who have heart and only think about how to plese you and give out there love .My choice of wemen is the one whom truly cares about you .Hang in there and try to enjoy your life every chance you get. I wish I can enjoy my days butt it’s a battle every signal day. I never have two days in a row that are good ones maybe after a year of being sober I may get some good feeling back . Put a little something on your profile page no one will Know who you are.

Thank you ASHELY and SKY your kind words are appreciated. Its good to have someone who knows how you feel and someone who chairs about you even though we never met are internal energy has made a connection in the dimension of space I am a believer in energy healing . There is energy in everything around us and in side us. Example did you ever try to catch a healthy fly with your hands its almost imposable because the fly senses your movements before you even flinch tour hand trying to catch the fly. You can only catch a fly if the fly is on a window or if you have a extension of your arm like a fly swatter or a news paper ASHLELY and SKY we have connected . Today was a hell of a better day then yesterday 6 .out of 10. ten being the worst I really was thinking I was ready for the loony bin that’s how bad I was feeling. Well another weekend is upon us lets keep clean Thanks again my friends I am blest to have you. [

Hey my friends depression is kicking my ass today. I don’t Know how to get this dark cloud off my back . This has bin a real dark day no light shining at all I am completely in the dark sad lonely depressed. I haven’t Ben like this in a long time no cure for me. I have bin on at least 20 different meds in the past 20 years they work for a wile then the drugs stop working. NO more experiments on me 5 shrinks in 20 years no one has the answer to my chemical imbalance. I now realize why I was self medicating myself all these years to get rid of the pain. Today I was in zombie land . Had no energy at all two red bulls 3 black coffees and I went back under the covers Why am I hunted whit this dark obis . I am asking my angle to give me a little relief I jest what to have some good days mixed in with the bad days jest a little ying and yang .Well I know my friends you all cant do anything about my shity depression. I jest needed a ear to bitch in to . Well I need to be patient I guess HA HA HA HHA .Yes my brother and sisters IM fucket up today. I jest want to sleep it off maybe tomorrow I will have my yang back HA HA .I’m not good to be around right now I have way to much negative energy I do not Like to display my misery to anyone no one wants to be with a person whit so much negative energy Lord have mercy on me Eric Clapton Learn from My mistakes do not self medicate your self the long term effects moist likely cant be reversed. THE FALCON

Mr. SKY brother you sound great keep up the good work .You learned and you have the wisdom to notes that drugs suck the drug will allows win the battle in the long run it jest takes some people longer to relies it. Butt you have young blood and you stopped the drug abuse at a young age. …I.m proud to be your friend and you have my respect .I am not prod of my long term drug addiction. It is not a bag of honor it is a weakness of character weakness to be truthful whit you . It has defiantly shortened my life span. That is a fact. The difference these days is there is more pharmaceutical drug abuse out there then when I was coming up .The drugs on the streets these days are supper addicting and they are cooked in industrial chemicals. Its like taking poison. At lest back in my day the shit was fairly pure. EVERYONE READING THIS KEEP CLEAN DO NOT ABUSE DRUGES LEGAL ONES OR ELEGAL.DRUS WILL WIN SONER OR LATER.Hay a little weed is ok THE FALCON

My brothers and sisters Be careful when you by kava kava you must buy from a quality store. You pay for what you get .The stems of the kava plant is toxins some mass-producers sometimes grind up some stems into the tea leafs if it is not organic or pure it will fuck up your liver there are some documented reports of liver failure so be causes’ KAVA KAVA is a great powerful tea it is a mild sedative and it does relax your body and mind also use caution when mixing the tea with benso drugs. I use a combination of kava tea and cammameal tea the combo works great for me THE FALCON

Hi there you said your husband has 16 days without adderall .Are you sour about that maybe he has a secret stash or maybe he is buying off of someone he knows that sells adderall or anther stimulant type drugs . Do not underestimate a drug addict we will tell you what you want to here. When I was using I had half a dozen contacts jest in Cass I ran out of shit. If your husband is truly off the adderall it would be a real waste of time because he would have invested 16 days of detoxification time and wasted 16 days of withdraw symptoms . When your husband tells you he will lose his job he is trying to play you by telling you this. Its a tactics we addicts use when we want to pacify someone. What he is trying to convince you of is your family will loose there security if he looses his job don’t believe him. If he is trustfully 16 days clean his head should be somewhat clear for you and him to have a talk about his adderall use do not avoid the subject . How is the time to become series about the adderall use and how you fell when it comes to drug use. Maybe even seek out a professional family therapist. This is the perfect time . I was marred for 20 years. I lost my marriage do to my addictions I have 2 great kids 20 and 24 your children grow up so frikin fast do not let your husband waste these presses’ times when tour kids are young you can not get the great years back. Believe me sister Iv bin down that road your hobby’s on . SKY and CASSIE made some very good post I agree with them. DON’T LET THE 16 DAYS BE WASTED Your new friend THE FALCON.

Hey there my friends I hope every one is doing as good as our brother SKY 2 weeks clean for him congratulations to you. Anyhow I am proud of your millstone keep up the good fight. I got my SAME E pills today at the vitamin shop the shit is a little pricey but if it helps then what the fuck grate. I will let you all know how it works for me I am already on L -Tyrosine and a High B complex it seems to be helping a little maybe it’s a placebo effect time will tell how well it works I will keep you posted . Jest a little note I did some calculation on how much money I am saving a month $525 for adderall $800 a month on drinking at the clubs. WOW that’s $1,325.00 a month what am I going to do with all that extra money. O yes I still have a nicotine habit if I quit smoking I will save another $240 a mount a pack of smokes in my area sells over $10 bucks a pack man what a racket 50% of the cost goes to taxes. A song for my friends

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Sickofspeed' Hay brother I miss understood your post I did not realize you wanted to get quit adderall today . I hop you where successful in starting your crash landing today . If you did quit hang in there it will bee a hard week to 10 days no way around it we all went thru our own crash landing good like be strong and have the will power if you need help we are her for you my brother FALCON

Helo ther sickofspeed Your not saying when your gutting off of adderall do you know how many days I got up in the morning and toiled my self this is the last day I’m not taking this fuck in shit adderal anymore . Well brother I did not her you saying when the you are getting off the shit .I don’t mean to be hared on you my brother Jest saying the way it is you heir me bro . So let me ask you a question when will you really quitt adderall because if you are really serease brother I and our members will support you 100% we are her for you brother so make your mind up Yes I am quitting. Or No I dont No when I am quitting what’s your dissection You have only 3 options Quit tomorrow quit soon or not quitting yet. I will jest be a zombie for a little longer. See bro 3 options . We are her for you if you need us you will have all the support you need on this web sit. We heir your call out for help and we are her for you we will have the support you are calling out for jest be onist WHEN Iv bin clean for 42days Your friend FALCON

Baby you need to relax your self a little . You are so full of anxiety it’s from the adderall . Man I am worried about you also try not to us as much adderall Wright now jest use it when you got classes or you need to study don’t worry about your sousal life Wright now and don’t say shit to your friends because people love the fuckin gussip they live for that shit. jest stay clear from all the bull shit with your friends. When you get clean from adderall you will see everything in a deferent light you will see trust me I tell it the way it is. FALCON

I am doing so so not doing the best struggling with depression cant seem to get a handle on it. I will talk to my shrink. I am thinking about changing my antidepressant meds. I think I know more about meds then the shrink hes jest my drug puser . It is my haunch that the same e is keeping you up I have herd that you need to find the Wright does of same e it can be over stimulating .So find your Wright dos baby. Try my tea formula its cheap and it works for me .I also get head aces and mussel pain big time I believe its all part of the withdraw presses . Your friend FALCON