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  1. Hey quit-once marryfuckinChristmas to you to maybe the kid was an elf Santa’s little helper.
  2. Hay brothers and sisters my exercise today was sitting on the couch in the house boat eating an extra-large Italian beef with hot peppers on it .Your absolutely right the endorphins kick in when you go to the Jim and you do feel better after your work out. The word work get me tired it truly dos my friends no joke I feel like shit after going to the gym to much argons and macho shit for me and it gets me more tired and board working out. Why do all the gym have TVs all over the place it’s so you don’t fall asleep while doing your workout .What I do for my endorphin rush is be with nature and be out in the woods mountains desert or whatever you like to do outdoors. I hike every chance I get any season 3 to 10 miles depending who I am with sometimes I’m alone and other times I’m with a group of fellow hikers and bag pikers. And then and I rater chop fire wood for an hour then left a bunch of dumb weights why do you think there called dumb belles . No disrespect to my friends I love all people even those whom enjoy the gym. Maybe they sit at a desk all day and need to relieve there stress by going to the gym deferent strokes for all the different folks you herd that one before there is nothing wrong with going to the gym butt it’s not for me as far as nature its god gift to us lets in joy it and the spiritual healing it provides that is my work out no spandex for this city boy .Also after a 8 to 10 hour day of construction work that’s my workout for the day when I get home from work I’m toast no energy for the Jim. Although there is one benefit for me to go to the gym and looking at all the pretty girls between me and the big class window I usually make them laugh by making funny faces with them the girls love it O by the way my gym is right next door to tony famous beef shack. The gym is called LA FITNES GOD bless all my quitting Adderall friends Marry Christmas and a better new year FALCON
  3. gonzo Hey brother we don’t want you to leave the web site if it helps you in any way please stay your post are appreciated It reminds use on how we were pre Adderall .It is apparent you do not want to quit using Adderall or your addiction is stronger than your will to stop using Adderall .You have not hit bottom yet but you will sooner or a little later there is no two ways about it Adderall is an extremely addicting mind fucking drug you will be ready to quit using when you finally realize the shit has taken over your life and you cannot function with it don’t matter how high of dose your taking or how low of a does your taking the shit will fuck you up your ability to think with a clear mind .I also believe you are scared to stop using this is a normal reaction of addiction you believe that you cannot function without your Adderall you are on this web site for a reason you want to quit butt you don’t know how to and you have week will power. Well your day will come soon when your life is totally fucket up and there is no way out butt to stop using mark my words. I will remind you latter if you’re still alive. .You don’t need a therapist you will be wasting your money the only thing a therapist will do for you is jest listen to your life story and give you some common sense advise. You need to quit using Adderall and whatever else you’re on save your money on that therapist and spend it on some Adderall or give it to the Salvation Army. I have been around a lot longer then you bro and I do not know anyone that Adderall did not effect in a negative way eventually. It is the nature of this drug to fuck you up it jest stops working after long term use and you build up a tolerance level to it and then you need to up the dose to get any effect from it you will find this out on your own time frame there is nothing we can do for you to convince you to stop using. I read your story you posted next time you go to the ER and take that ambulance trip go to detox. I believe it’s your only hope for quitting Adderall and any other shit you’re on. Get the professional help you need at detox not a therapist right now maybe you will need a therapist after you become clean. Your friend FALCON
  4. neversaynever Hey girlfriend you knew some day you would get busted you have a cool pharmacist they could have called DIA and put a report in ,I think its a blessing or the way I like to put it its destiny it was meant to happen It’s a sign for you to stop using adderall do you get it. Keep us posted on how your doing Good speed you can quit using adderall I know you can get the will power up and running it’s your strongest weapon to beet this drug. Your friend FALCON
  5. Hey brother choas you can already tell the shit is starting to work why do you want to suffer from depression if ther is a pill to help Aleve your symptoms there you are sounding paranoid. I was the same way when I started antidepressants yes your brain will heal and I believe the doctor will keep you on the shit temporarily Intel your depression goes away .If you have a broken bone and was in intense pain would you take a pain killer temporarily in tell the bone starts to hell it’s the same concept do not be scared of welbutron. Overcome your side effects if they are not to bothersome the side effects will go away trust me my brother after two weeks make your call to stay on or get off jest give the drug a chance to do its job. Your friend and X Adderall user FALCON
  6. roxbury27 Hey there brother I know I was a little ruff on you on my last post butt it was all in good intention its called tuff love from a friend. Congratulations on week two. .A question if I recall your brother is giving you your prescribed amount how is that working for you .I believe your plan is to step down to your prescribed dos or is your plan to quit adderall all together I’m a little confused ether way you are getting a taste for things to come it’s a hard and bumpy road ether way I hope your choice is to completely get off the shit all together brother adderall will rub your soul no matter how much your taking its jest a matter of time it will take your soul away even at 10mig a day it’s a evil pill trust me the members have bin there. In ether case I do wish you the best of luck and I hope it will be a uneventful journey in quitting adderall keep on the web site it will help you in whit the support your looking for. Your friend FALCON
  7. blesbro Hey brother congratulations on day one your journey has jest begun it thanks 48 hours for Adderall to leave your body I don’t want to be a kill joy butt you will feel the effects soon. I hope it will be an easy transition for you .Jest keep your will power strong and do your supplements and work outs your brain will recover it takes time and patients hang in there brother we all are supporting you on quitting adderall. One more thing I know you have some security stash hidden I don’t want it to be a temptation for you so when the time is right dump the shit don’t keep it around. Your friend FALCON
  8. Thank you my friends your support got me to this point 90 day mark. If it wasn’t for this web site and the great support from my quitting Adderall friends I probably would have relapsed .I have no desire to use Adderall again and the erg to use has left me. I went thru a great deal of mental and physical pain getting to this point. I thank all my friends for your support and words of encouragement the past 90 days. We never met but I feel like I know you all because your post are honest and from the heart. LOVE YOU ALL FALCON
  9. #5 Motivation_Follows_Action Hey baby now it’s time for me to make you feel better you need to know something the human resources department or the interviewer is probably bin at it all day and maybe all week for this one opening in there company your interviewer is as burnt out just it’s the same old thing for the interviewer. Going into your interviews you need to keep this in the back of your mind the interviewer is going thru the motions that’s all so don’t bring yourself down by thinking you blown it because you did not you did the best you can and that’s all that is expected of you you’re not supper women .Let me tell you something getting a good job now days it’s not your ablates or skills its luck and being at the right place at the right time it’s a numbers game the more you get out there the better your chances are obtaining a job and I also believe in destiny I believe our life’s are planed out for us by some higher power. So if its meant to be your destiny to get this job it will happen for you. You will find your job naturally when you’re not expecting it. Jest be natural and yourself with no paranoia you read me baby. Your friend FALCON
  10. How Does Wellbutrin Work? Wellbutrin is a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, or NDRI for short. NDRIs affect specific chemicals within the brain, known as norepinephrine and dopamine. These are two of several chemicals used to send messages from one nerve cell to another. As a message travels down a nerve, it causes the end of the cell to release either norepinephrine or dopamine. The chemical enters the gap between the first nerve cell and the one next to it. When enough norepinephrine or dopamine reaches the second nerve cell, it activates receptors on the cell and the message continues on its way. The first cell then quickly absorbs any norepinephrine or dopamine that remains in the gap between cells. This is called "reuptake." Normally, this process works without any problems. But when the levels of dopamine and norepinephrine become unbalanced, it can cause a variety of conditions, including depression and seasonal affective disorder. Wellbutrin helps block the reuptake of norepinephrine and dopamine so that more remains in the space between the brain's nerve cells. This gives the chemicals a better chance of activating the receptors on the next nerve cell. I told you choas this shit works well for recovering from addiction jest hang in ther get past any side afects you may have FALCON
  11. quit-once Hey my brother what makes a good therapist is it the the books. No in my opinion it thru life experience and you have it brother. SO I night you quitting adderall therapist GOD SPEED . Thank you for being a thru friend
  12. gonzo Hey brother apparently you do not have depression so you have no Idea on what the fuck your talking about .You have no clue how it feels when you have no feeling and no hope and nothing gives you joy in life and you walk around in a slow motion mode. You are talking out of ignorants antidepressants help lots of people like myself with real clinical depression and also people who have experienced trauma in ther life like our brothers in the usa services coming home with post dramatic stress disorder or someone whom jest lost a loved like in connet- last week and people quitting drug and alcohol addiction .Take your head out of your () and be a little more opened mind because you are like a lot of folks out there that think you can jest snap out of your depression well I telling you bro it don’t work that way consider yourself a lucky you are not inflected with clinical depression. This subject hits close to home with me because I suffer from drug resistant depression all my adult life this means I start a new drug then it works somewhat for a bit then the drug stops working on me and I need to change to another drug .Gonzo you probubly have depreisson from post addearll abuse if you go on wellbutran it will most likly be short term so dont woory about getting hooked on it wellbutran is not addicting you can stop using it when ever you are redy to. Your friend FALCON. Gonzo I need to say that I am sorry. I was way to hard on you I tried to delete my post butt could not do so .You seem like a ok guy with good intentions I guess I was a little angry for you putting down antidepressant drugs please except my apology. FALCON
  13. Beautiful Disaster </3 Hi there welcome back to the forum I am not understanding you can you please explain to a simple minded person like me .Did you guilt using addearal or are you considering stopping .Please make it clear to our members with your answer we need to know in order to help you with your problem if you are still using well this site is not for you most of our members are X adderall users. Jest answer the question have you stopped using Adderall. If you are on this site jest for a good read then may I suggest you get a good naval to Reid because our members went thru a lot of heart ship quitting addellar I personally believed I was dyeing in my first to weeks of quitting the shit .If it wasn’t for the support of my member friends I probably would not have quit so this web site is an important asset for me and people like myself in quitting adderall .So listen up if you need to quit using adderall we will give you the support you need jest be honest on your post let us know where you are in regards of your adderall use. Im sorry for being so abrupt it’s not personal I just say it the way I see it. Your friend FALCON
  14. Debra77 Hey there sister you hang in there what your experiencing now is completely normal from coming off adderall I myself took two weeks off of work and did nothing but sleep eat and withdraw from adderall addiction I call it my two weeks in hell I took this time to clean up I have hit rock bottom. I remember going to the shrinks office he was asking me the normal questions and I just sat there wanting to answer him butt noting came out of my mouth. When I attempted to speak it was kike my brain was unplugged or maybe I was having a stroke nothing came out of my mouth I could not speak at all not even a yes. At that time I was abusing adderall and xanax both at the same time talk about a seesaw man what a trip I was on .So the shrink wanted to call a ambulance for me to take me to the detox center I refused to go. I went home and detoxed myself the next day when my brain shut down I knew my days of abusing drugs was finally over. I needed to get cleaned I have not beat the battle yet it is jest the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I am now nearly 90 clean from addearll and 90 days clean from xanax .I found xanax to be a more difficult drug to step down from it took me 11 months to step off of xanax .025 every two weeks the last month was the hardest because I knew I finally needed to say good bye to xanax after 20 years of abuse. As far as you your hair it will grow back and you will get back to normal whatever normal is I have not found normal for myself yet .Jest keep up your will power it’s your strongest weapon agent’s addiction. You will have one more hard week so stay strong fight the tiredness. THE FALCON
  15. Yoo chaos you remember what I told you you will experience some side effects the spaced out felling you are having is a normal side effect don’t give up let welbutran do its job your side effects will start dissipating soon be patient you will feel some relieve in two weeks and every day that goes by you will feel Les spaced out .I have bin on wellbutran before and experienced its side effects hang in ther let wellburan get into your system. FALCON
  16. What Does It Cost To Name a Drug? In 2007 the cost of naming your breakthrough pharmaceutical drug ran from $200,000 to $500,000. And with over 30,000 trademarked drugs in the US, it’s a real challenge to come up with a name that stands out. Consultants often try to link a sound from a disease or a favorable outcome with the drug name, as “Advair†and “asthma.†Of course, not all drugs are named by an outside consultancy. In 2007, Eli Lilly needed a name for its cancer drug ‘multi-targeted anti folate’. They wanted a name that included the letters “MTA†(doctor’s shorthand for the drug). Instead of hiring a consultancy, they had an employee competition. The winner? “Alimta. Marketing Marketing No rhyme or reason. First I thut ther was a execative making 10 mill a year coming up with this stupid ass names siting in his 64th floor office sweat throwing darts at some stupid ass name on a dart board hitting a bulls eye then yelling eureka we will name this drug experdises it sounds like a good name for our new drug for men with ED THE FALCON
  17. Hay chaos wellbutrem is the drug to take when getting of Adderall it controls the withdraw symptoms of depression associated with quitting Adderall chaos remember what I said the drug dos not work instantly it needs to build up into your blood stream it will take at least 2 weeks for you to feel some relief from depression .Jest be patient if you have any side effects from wellbutran that is not to bothersome and you can deal with it dont give it up try to work thru the side effects they will go away it is your body getting use to the new drug. Chaos don’t worry about what people will say because you’re on a antidepressant medication most people are ignorant when it comes to depression and drugs.You are not crazy chaos you can’t control the way you feel and the symptoms you are experiencing they are real and not under your control you can’t shut off depression like a TV set .One more thing you may not need to take wellbutran all your life for some people its short term for seasonal depression and depression caused by subtends abuse withdraw and it has great success with quitting cigarettes. So if you smoke and want to stop now would be the best time to do so when you’re on wellbutran .Hang in there chaos thinges will get better for you that’s my promise to you and I never go back on my word you are in my thoughts. I know you hurt let the wellbutran take its effect on you. Good luck brother I hope these wellbutran will work for you. GOD SPEED your friend FALCON
  18. Looking to meat up with new friends that have the same interest in quitting adderall Chicago metropolitan area FALCON
  19. Hey brother it is the newest antidepressant out there. It is a broad spectrum drug. I heard good things about it. I would like to try it butt the shit is a so called a premium drug and its expensive. I don’t have any insurance. Good luck with it jest remember it will take several weeks for you to feel the effects of a new antidepressant if their are any side affects jest see if you can get thru them the side effects will yous ally go away when your body gets youst to the new drug I hope you will get some relieve from your depression. I know brother depression is like a house guest in your home that you cant get rid of .
  20. Hey there brother you have made a great decision to quit using adderall it sounds like your soul is broken this is what adderall does to your brain. Welcome to the forum you will get plenty of support on this great web site .You did not come across the web site by accident it was your destiny and faith in finding us.Well her I go brother your intentions and priority are in the right place congratulations on that . You will need 100% commitment on your part in the dissension to quit this devil drug we call adderall fuck this pill it has destroyed lots of souls and put its victims in the zombie mode. Her is my question to you Thursday is coming up this is the day you have decided to quit using adderall am I correct with that .My concern is you have so much surplus of adderall stashed away I feel it will be a deterrent for you .So you need to make a decision before Thursday what to do with all your pills if you give them away to your friend or someone you know you are giving them the shit that rubbed your soul in the first place do you want the next person whom receives your surplus of adderall to be as fucked up as you are now .Let me put it in a different way if you had a extremely bad case of the flu would you want to give it to someone you know or would you tell them not to come near you because you ar contagious and you don’t want to infect them and suffer like you have. So along side of quitting adderall you need to make up your plane for your surplus of adderall Listen to the advice of quittonce he has the most experience in this forum you need to make a decision on what to do if you are going to be 100% ready to quit using adderall if you are successful in quitting you will get your soul back and feel like a person not a zambee. I know you will make the wright decision by Thursday. I have read your post and think you are a very intelligent person Keep us posted on what your going to do with all your surplus of shit FALCON
  21. I guess the old saying is deferent strokes for deferent folks there is no hand book on kicking addiction. My bottle of adderall will be disposed of properly when I am ready to do so right now its What I need to keep my will power in check .When I look at my bottle of adderall I talk to it what I say is you fucken pill you scrod my life you are so addicting.Then the bottle talks back to me can you believe that it speaks my language even thaw it was manufactured in a furan country under a generic name .What it tells me is you stupid smock it wasn’t me whom got you addicted It was YOU you big smock .I don’t get angry at the bottle because the bottle tells it the way it is it was me myself and I whom got me addicted to adderall no one else there is no one to blame for my fuck ups butt my self .Sounds like I’m crazy right butt my thinking and coherency has never Ben stronger then it is today. One more thing when I am ready I will dispose of my bottle the proper way not the toilet bowl . I will bring my full bottle of adderall back to the shrinks office and have a conversation whit the man it will be a congeal talk I will ask him why he proscribed these outrages amounts of adderall to me. Every 3 mount visit .Maybe by me talking to the man he will realize he was making a mistake in his practice by over proscribing adderall like they are jolly belles candy .And maybe I can help at least one or more of his patient from addiction this my way of disposing my shit I will not sell it and I will not give it away this is my way into opening the shrinks eyes. He is over proscribing this drug .One thing I can say is I am not intimidated by any one no mater what the situation is. That’s my story and I’m sticking to it .Thank you for reading my shit God bless you all and I guess do what ever is more conferrable for your self when it comes to quitting adderall Like I said theirs no hand book only the experience from people who have quit successfully THE FALCON
  22. Hay little brother chill out my comments where in good faith. I jest wanted to open up your eyes .Family is probably your best support if I was your brother I would flush your shit down the toilet in front of you put you in bed like you have the flu or a bad hangover . Then I would give you chicken soup tea and reansher you that your not dieing that’s what I would do if I was your brother the way you are tiring to quit adderall may work or it may not work its not wort you jeperdizing your relationship with your brother you need to be in control of how much and when you should take your dos this is called will power and being your on boss of the addarall bottle. Please do not take any offence in my comments my intent is only for your best interest when you are finally off adderall you will think more clearly trust me it’s the withdraw making you fell like your being attacked. One other thing my brother lets not compare whom has Ben around the longest block this is not a pissing contest its about you taking the responsibility of quitting adderall into your own hands and noting else good lock and please don’t be angry keep us posted on your progress thank you FALCON
  23. Kyle_Chaos Brother Chaos I was born butt I was not born yesterday I know you did not take20-20xr all at once because you would not be her today on line your heart would exploded like a M80 .Listen up bro I did not want to be so harsh on you the other day its jest I don’t know any other way to get you straitened up if you where near by me I would jest kick your ass and be in your face. Butt the only way to communicate with you is this fucken computer I hate computers with a passion it takes out all the personal interaction between people its a artificial way of communicating in my opinion. Listen up brother life is a fucken bitch and week people like you and me go to the drugs and alcohol to num our feelings I have learned thru my years in this dimension we call life on earth drugs and alcohol will fuck you up your relationships your carrier your family your financial states . I learned the hard way and I am still learning from my elders when some one older then you and with more lives experience gives you some advice take it to heart learn from the experience your elders give you don’t think you know every thing because we don’t and we will never .You seem like a good brother with good character I don’t want to see you die bro your binge was a heavy one this is why I am recommending you to seek help I think there is some deep unresolved issues you need to deal with my brother. I have no problem with a little beverages or a took of weed butt you went way over bored you can not binge like you did .Please my brother for your life don’t do that shit again when you wake up and you don’t know what happened the week end that’s really fucket up bro NO more binges please go to the clinic on the bass and get the proper help you need god bless you brother. Your friend FALCON
  24. Thisisit Hello My advice for you is you have 1 option start over in quitting adder all you where 50 days clean so at least you know what your up against you have already experienced the withdrew symptoms we all make mistakes jest learn from your mistakes and don’t make them again its called learning the skills it takes to survive this rat race we are all in your not alone we are right her with you this is a great web site I love it. Point is start over get your 100% commitment back in quitting adderall again. Good luck you can do it again I know you can THE FALCON
  25. Hey Megan welcome to this great web site it helped me a great deal with quitting my dependents with adderall congratulations on making the first step commitment yes your right your journey will be a little ruff butt we all did it so no reason why you wont be successful you need to be 100% committed for it to work . Good luck FALCON
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